2 years, times past so fast

" Some people believe holding on and hanging in there are signs of great strength. However, there are times when it takes much more strength to know when to let go and then do it "

I was a selfish person. All the things i have done is for get you. Just for get you.

I do not care what people think and say

The thing i only know is you

But even so, you never know how i feel. The feeling for waiting for 5 years long.

At first i do believe if i keep to holding on and hanging there, one day, you will moved by me. But reality does not say so. Even i also believe in miracle, but feelings, is not something that even miracle can change.

In the past 5 years, i discovered a new talent in me, that is waiting. 

Waiting for someone that never pay attention to me. Someone that for the past 5 years, all the things i have done and all the words i have told to her, she will never remember it or care for it, but i, still believe if i wait a little bit longer, all the things will changes in to good ways.

So i keep waiting.

In the past 5 years, we rarely meet each other. How many times we meet and how much words we exchange, we both know about that. You can say that we are not close even as a friend. But every times when i can meet you and talk with you is the moment i cherish the most, every minutes and seconds.

Because we lack of communication and the chance to meet each other. I try find away to get close to you, i trying to offer you help in any way i can, believing that if i do something for you, you will or atleast you can remember me. So i became a errand boy^^

But feeling is something that never lie. 

Love is not something that will show up when u receiving many help, support or whatever it is.

If you love him/her, you will, without any afford from the opposite to capture your heart.

If you do not, no matter what sacrifice you have done, just let it go. If loving someone becomes painful, then it's time to let go and save yourself. 

Letting go of someone you dear so much to you is HARD, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much HARDER. Somethims you have to give up on people. Not because you don't care, but because they don't.

So, It's time to let go... ( it will be ok )